December 2010
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“With Love always mom”
As I began my workday yesterday morning, I am in high spirits using all my efforts to stay positive with the large volume of mail, willing myself not to get weighed down by the load. I am happy to start… Continue reading
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Words to Cover-up.
Compassion and forgiveness when misused, covers up evil they do not delete it away. They become tools that are used to cover up dirt…like putting a pretty blanket over the top will change what lay beneath. What happens instead is… Continue reading
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Boldly slips away unscathed.
What struck me last night is that the definitions of good and evil in my childhood home were competing for the upper hand, that my father’s heaven was my mother’s hell, and visa versa. It truly is that one man’s… Continue reading
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Morale within a Cult.
What I am finding so intriguing or mind bending as I contemplate Evil, is that Evil is literally defined in the eye of the beholder, there seems to be a personal preference accommodation, not an official Evil standard we all… Continue reading
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Mask of High Morals.
When I looked up the meaning of Evil it said “profoundly immoral or wrong.” And when I looked up the word Immoral it said ”contrary to accepted moral principles.” And, Moral is defined as “relating to issues of right and… Continue reading
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A whole You.
I listened yesterday as Dr. William Petit talked to Oprah about the evil that came into his life that destroyed his wife, his two daughters, and his home, that when it left, there was very little of himself standing, he… Continue reading
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Act of Forgetting.
I was greeted at a mailbox yesterday by a bundled up smiling lady, her eyes bright and her cheeks rosy, I handed her her mail, commenting on one letter. It was a card from her to someone, and I had… Continue reading
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A Cracked Lady that is Imperfectly Me.
I am trying to lay on paper the picture I present to the world; how I am learning about a life I lived unknowingly to me, mourning that life, while living this life today. The combination is insane at times.… Continue reading
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We poured ourselves out for them.
The two main things I have been striving to achieve are to mend a broken heart and to find my sense of lucidity. There are times when the brokenness obscures my vision of sanity. Perhaps a broken heart causes insanity.… Continue reading
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What steals my Lucidness.
Lucid – suffused with light, Luminous Having full use of one’s faculties, Sane Clear to the understanding, Intelligible Lately in my dreams I am more aware, allowed to make a different choice in old nightmares. They are cut short, for… Continue reading
I M Perfect lady 