July 2011

  • I faded

    It is so easy to fall out of sight of your self, to disappear and only catch fleeting glimpses through out the day.  It is amazingly easy to not see and pay attention to your inner world and to be… Continue reading

  • Everything as it is.

    There is this thing called ‘something’ that keeps you from being totally happy, at peace…something precedes your every step and lives out in front of you stealing your peace, and when you can dismantle the something making machine, you will… Continue reading

  • Obscuring the view!

    I used to marvel at my husbands ability to move around the planet comfortable in his skin, how his clothing and appearance were secondary always that he seemed to enjoy life without a care.   He wasn’t a participant in… Continue reading

  • And Me

    Today my husband and I leave for a few days, just him and I and the 1983 Chevy truck.    While it may not seem like a big thing, what kind of car you drive, we do however have a… Continue reading

  • Out of Control Controlled Person

    While discussing the attributes of suicide, two different people suggested that the body is out of control…and neither felt it was ‘them’ that did it, but a whole other person, a self that they did not know.   I am… Continue reading