I had a weird God like experience, I felt what He must feel as we stand begging him with prayers when our lives feel upside down and backwards, when we find our selves standing before him a mess and we want him to fix it, perform a miracle and right our wrongs.
A friend calls, she is backed into a corner by choices SHE made and the blame seems to lie everywhere but within her…like a headstrong child loaded with free will she fails to see the choice in a distant, but instead feels the comfort on this end and not the long term life affecting outcome.
Trying to not make waves on the outside, her inside bears the brunt of it, like a shock absorber.
Yet there is literally nothing I can do, it all begins and ends with her.
She has to be willing to make a new choice to reap a new outcome.
As I sit and watch, I felt what God must do as others beg him for changes, plead with him to do something, when the key to change begins inside of them, not outside with me.
“Knock and the door shall be opened…”
I can offer, as I am sure God offers, wisdom and insights, but not only do you have to reach, you have to act. Make a move, do something totally different.
I can share my experiences, my pain and my struggles to get where I am, but each get to walk their own path, no one is cheated of this.
We all have unique and beautiful lives, living and breathing, ever changing, full of potential and grand changes, but the Universe awaits its instructions from you.
You stand before the mirror and your life is reflected back to you. Who you are in life, you determine, how you stand, what you say, how you participate is simply reflected back to you.
What you put into it comes flying back, a boomerang…never leaving the source of you.
If I want the Universe to serve me differently, I have to serve me differently.
Einstein was so right, “Doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result is insanity.”
You want to see a new reflection in the mirror, than start acting differently.
No point in begging God for changes, they all begin with you…you change and God follows.
What he wants most is for you to find your unique inner voice, your gifts to share with the world, to be your own self.
It is like we are an unwrapped gift…and it is up to us to unwrap the layers to find our self.
Who am I and What is my purpose are two great questions that will lead the way.
God and I await your discovery, we cannot do it for you…
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