September 2011
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The opposite of what it looks like.
What I am continually shocked with is what lies beneath the ‘good’ Christian folks from the FALC. How on the surface there remains a veneer of smooth carefully constructed Norman Rockwell painting and underneath lies the drawings of an insane… Continue reading
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Eyes of a Child
While mowing the grass last night it came to me that the attacking and jousting for position isn’t about whether there is abuse or not abuse, what was right or wrong, or even the way it is treated or not… Continue reading
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A Pattern without Abuse.
“Two wrongs don’t make it right…” came to mind yesterday and I can see clearly how a child gets so lost after being abused, how the negative energies keep piling up. ‘Good’ folks who are unaware of what their actions… Continue reading
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I took my life back, by walking away.
On my last blog, I received a comment and a line struck me that I want to share. “It was an error to not stand in front of your house and scream or picket or whatever else until your dad… Continue reading
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Resolve to Stay the Same.
While we all know that my father transformed into a monster many times, over many years with a variety of girls, what we fail to recognize or even consider is the lack of changes in the lives of others who… Continue reading
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Back to the Lake of Innocence.
The previous post’s pictures articulate the changes, and how in fact the little girl continues to look the same, but now feels like that dirty lake resides inside of her, by the actions done to her and the lack of… Continue reading
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We either hide your sins or own our lives.
The main belief or what keeps the faith going is this one paragraph that Jim Torola wrote about in his Post, “Why no Movement.” “Or the FALC trump card, "it was forgiven in Jesus' Name and Precious Blood, thrown into… Continue reading
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The enemy of Lies.
Who I was the first 46 years is totally different than who I am now. I went from being totally submissive, compliant and eager to please, while a bit of an outspoken person, I spoke for what I then believed…as… Continue reading
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They speak in Lies.
Don Miguel Ruiz said “There are two kinds of Angels, the angel of lies and the angel of truth.” Isn’t it odd to look at the two different kinds of angels? I know that my family does not like to… Continue reading
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Total Contradictions…
There is a difference between suspecting something and actually knowing or reading in plain English what you feared or intuitively felt…but once you read it it doesn’t go away. It nestles up closely with the feelings and they become one.… Continue reading
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