bjukuri
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Someone is your Jailer.
I watched myself in a conversation yesterday, where a person was explaining to me why she was going to fight a choice that another person had chosen. How she didn't want what was…and was seeking to prevent it. As we… Continue reading
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Feelings feel felt.
"The fastest way to freedom is to feel your feelings." Gita Bellin "This sounds pretty simple, but though it's easy to know you have feelings, easy to know their weight and agitation and suddenness of mood, it is another, more… Continue reading
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Unexpressed fear.
Mothering for certain is where my greatest weaknesses lie, where all my scars seem to congregate and wait for one child to push a button, and all of the unexpressed emotions come charging forward, ready to spill from my mouth.… Continue reading
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Free will is outside of the Program.
"The structure of the human mind has been likened to a computer in that the mind's basic structure is akin to the hardware and its content to the software. The mind has limited control over the content of the programming;… Continue reading
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Be a Surprise
"I know that over the years, through fear and expectation, my mind has gathered and hoarded places I needed to go, things I needed to have, selves I needed to be. But here I am, without most of them –… Continue reading
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In Control Within the Flow
Today's reading, March 21,in the Book of Awakening, by Mark Nepo "To Harbor and Release" I love this one. "Often the pain of resisting makes us rust like iron, and in order to re-enter the flow of life, we need to… Continue reading
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Our Own Worst Enemy
I heard Self Confidence described in a way I hadn't thought of it before…I believe we have an overall meaning, but not how it is derived. What I didn't know is that our sense of self confidence comes from our… Continue reading
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A Five Month Summer…
As we are having this delightful Spring, I hear comments along the Mail Route, a old timers saying, "I am sure we will be punished for this…I wonder when we will pay for these nice days." My response is, "It… Continue reading
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Loving Care of my Body
I am calling my hungry child, "Lotta" and in doing so have created a space for me to see her wanting to have certain things. In naming her, I am able to deal with her as you would a real… Continue reading
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Completely whole all alone.
In Mark Nepo's Book, "The Book of Awakening" for March 18th, The Life of the Caretaker. "Accept this gift, so I can see myself as giving." "I have been learning that the life of a caretaker is as addictive as… Continue reading
