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  • The Gift is in the Present.

    I am in a book club reading Mark Nepo's book, "The Book of Awakening".  It is written so that we read one reading per day. Today's reading I love. "So often we anticipate a reward for the uncovering of truth.… Continue reading

  • The body truly doesn’t lie

    Within my family, there are two ways in which we have dealt with the sexual abuse of our childhoods.  One side believes and is actively in the camp of forgiving and forgetting, while only two of us are in the… Continue reading

  • My wrongdoings.

      Today I wondered about the meaning of guilt and when is it applicable to feel guilt and even what its definiton was… Guilt – Culpable of or responsible for a specified wrongdoing. Justly chargeable with a praticular fault or… Continue reading

  • Loving For Me.

    "I wonder, Why you stopping talking at Mom for long time?You need be forgive in your past and let go angry for some reason? You never to know if Mom is gone and you might feel guilty for real. I… Continue reading

  • Shades of their childhoods

    Power vs Force "As up implies down – and light, darkness – man's socially organized search for truth, and his commitment to attaining higher levels, has always implied the socially organized spread of falsehood and submission to the lowest energy… Continue reading

  • There is No End Game.

    In the past few days, between reading books, exchanging emails and dialogues, I have been shown the angst of trying to get a new response from an old system, and it is impossible. It is my belief, you have to… Continue reading

  • The Parent’s Wrongs.

    In Alice Miller's book, "The Body Never Lies," she writes… "Severe illnesses, early death, and suicide are the logical consequence of subjection to the laws that we call morality, although in fact they suffocate our true lives.  This will continue… Continue reading

  • Days to Slip By

    My brother's Excel class had him calculating out the number of days he has lived so far, and I did the same.  Today is number 19,365 for me! That is how many mornings I woke up and seen a new day.… Continue reading

  • How It Feels

    I am reading "The Body Never Lies," again by Alice Miller.   What is really standing out to me this time around is the fact about feelings. Or the fact that it is more typical than not to not be… Continue reading

  • Peace Is.

    What I read about the lower levels, (below 200 in consciousness) caught my attention.  "A prime difficulty with thoughts and behaviors associated with the energy fields below 200 is that they cause counterreactions. A familiar law of the observable universe… Continue reading