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  • ….walked as you.

    My sister sent a request on facebook a few days ago, a ‘friend request’ and I accepted it with some trepidation.   I am not sure why she is stepping into my world after 4 years and I asked her… Continue reading

  • Just a little spot.

    This little spot we own.  The pond was dug about 18 years ago, the trailer arrived there this summer.  My husband and kids have been working on fixing up this place for a deer camp.  The girls are thinking this… Continue reading

  • An Artist Date.

    A friend and I went for an early morning walk along a ski trail, with cameras in our hands looking to be inspired by nature.  I love the way they all crowd together, like not wanting to be left out. … Continue reading

  • The shoes I wore were all for naught.

    When I quoted my sister’s letter to me, and how in her own words, stated the way she wasn’t in denial, how she was front and center in my father’s life;     “I have dealt with his probation officer… Continue reading

  • Lady in Joy!

    "Woman lose their lives not knowing they can do something different…..I claimed myself and remade my life.  Only when I knew I belonged to myself completely did I become capable of giving myself to another, of finding joy in desire,… Continue reading

  • I can.

    ”We would if we could.”  This phrase my brother picked up from Bryon Katie.  Her books are about accepting what is, or loving what is.  So that phrase must be in reference in being unable to accept what is.  … Continue reading

  • Will they walk on by, again.

    My brother and I began our blogs together on Easter Sunday, just a few months back.   Immediately it grew into a space that became sacred.  It held our secrets, our truths and our fears with respect and dignity.   … Continue reading

  • Look the other way.

    “There are two ways to be fooled.  One is to believe what isn’t true; the other is to refuse to believe what is true.”  Soren Kierkagaard     What is denial?   Of course I had to look it up.… Continue reading

  • Rest in peace is for the Living.

    My last post was tearing apart the difference between Guilty and Innocence.   It is my belief that you can only pick one of these emotions, you don’t get to be both.   It is nearly impossible to feel the… Continue reading

  • I will hear you always.

    “A man convinced against his will, is of the same opinion still.”  Albert Einstein   My brother and I have been trying to sort out the ramifications of feeling responsible for childhood abuse.   It seems that somehow the child… Continue reading