I M Perfect lady

Examples of an Imperfect woman

  • In Peace I Lay Down

    As I lay in a floor pose in yoga today, I became aware of the lump in my chest, and I wondered what they would find at my sonogram today.   My doctor thought that perhaps it is an infected… Continue reading

  • Movement Against Fear Is Empowering

    I awoke from another profound dream and realized that my subconsciousness is healing.   In the dream I am watching/babysitting an elderly couple, both are in bed, but not the same one, each are bickering to each other, clearly at… Continue reading

  • Boundaries are the Key to Healing!

    Putting up boundaries to keep someone out is where I still get a little shaky.  Yet it’s those times when I feel toxic energy seeping in, that I must erect a boundary in place.  It is imperative to my healing.… Continue reading

  • Being Irresponsible With Me.

    My failure to respond for me has led me to live a life that mirrored what others wanted of me, and each time I responded for another I walked away from me.   Being irresponsible for my own self, while… Continue reading

  • Held On So Tightly…

    I awoke at 4:00 am, with my right hand tightly clenched, my arm sore.   A dream flooded my awareness.   I was at a beach, and saw a young girl pour gasoline into the front seat of my car,… Continue reading

  • A Willing Witness

    “…grateful for your willingness to witness our loss” is part of a sentence I read on Facebook tonight, which struck me as odd that there are two kinds of witnesses.   I never thought that there could be willing witnesses… Continue reading

  • Bubble Of Pretend

    I was told yesterday that hypochondria was a disease, that somebody with an imaginary illness, is ill.   I had never considered that just believing in something nonexistent made you sick.   It is a belief in something that isn’t… Continue reading

  • Keeping Our Family Sweet

    I am drawn to stories of adult children who have escaped cult like religions and who speak out about the abuse they endured, and the juxtaposition between religion and abuse.   The severity of the abuse almost seems equal to… Continue reading

  • Backwards to Find Myself.

    In Peter Levine’s book, “Waking the Tiger” he speaks of understanding abuse, as you had to be there, that in order to truly understand the full impact, you had to be there.   We use that in humorous situations, that… Continue reading

  • Hold Our Stories

    Before I discovered that my father was a pedophile, I had night terrors, where I would wake up FROZEN in terror.  I literally could not move my arms, or even one finger tip, I was flattened onto the bed, exposed,… Continue reading