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My wrongdoings.
Today I wondered about the meaning of guilt and when is it applicable to feel guilt and even what its definiton was… Guilt – Culpable of or responsible for a specified wrongdoing. Justly chargeable with a praticular fault or… Continue reading
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Impeccable.
There are laws of the Universe that no religion or man can upset, nor can you alter another's karma in any way. It isn't that I subscribe to Eastern Philosophy, but the physics of life are no longer a mystery… Continue reading
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Going Back, Willingly.
One of my personality traits isn't really a trait, but a side affect of being abused…while I have heard the term Post traumatic Stress disorders, I hadn't considered myself out of order, when in certain situations, it clearly is so.… Continue reading
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Perfect for Me.
A thought came to mind yesterday as I wondered about the withholding of truths, that perhaps it is the desire to be perfect that stops us. We don't want to say things that are upsetting or we don't want to… Continue reading
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All it wants is truth.
Last night I woke up a few times with very strong feelings between Character and the Situation. That most often we blame the situation rather than blame our selves and the lack or the choice of action we took in… Continue reading
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Whatever Reality Serves.
My brother's blog (www.messyguru.typepad.com ) shows the switching characters that a mother often displays when faced with truths that directly oppose her life. Her life and dream and ideals. I have somehow had this wrong. I had presumed that my… Continue reading
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Resolve to Stay the Same.
While we all know that my father transformed into a monster many times, over many years with a variety of girls, what we fail to recognize or even consider is the lack of changes in the lives of others who… Continue reading
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In Peace I walked Free!
After my last post about the Civil War in abusive homes, I had to look up the meaning of Civil to see what it means to be in a Civil war. Civil -polite: polite, but in a way that is… Continue reading
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Orphaned with parents.
The view I have on my childhood home, is that my father sits and does nothing and my mother runs around busy busy. And yet how much further from the truth that actually was. My father sat, after he abused.… Continue reading
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Hide what isn’t there.
“Speech as opposed to telepathy used by the animals…and the silence of muktas arose due to a need to be untruthful, and have a deeper involvement in material.” Tony O’Clery Speech arose due to the need to be untruthful is… Continue reading
I M Perfect lady 