behaviors

  • Trajectory of my life.

    Going to sleep last night with tears drying on my cheeks, after feeling the feelings of being a child with no one at your back, to feel the absence of protection of safety, and feeling the feeling of free falling… Continue reading

  • A new you emerges…

    “When patterns are broken, new worlds emerge.” ~Tuli Kupferberg Somehow this quote paints a scene of great Art, of stepping out of the box and being presented with a wondrous new world. In my experience breaking an old pattern requires… Continue reading

  • Mask of High Morals.

    When I looked up the meaning of Evil it said “profoundly immoral or wrong.” And when I looked up the word Immoral it said ”contrary to accepted moral principles.” And, Moral is defined as “relating to issues of right and… Continue reading

  • A pocket of Unreality.

    What I think I have been doing in an odd way is by only looking at the criminal, I spared my ‘dad’. By focusing so much on the criminal aspects, I negated joining them with my father. I left the… Continue reading

  • Thy Will Be Done

    A thought came to me last night as I lay down to rest, “Being a Victim is easy….”   Being a victim requires NOTHING from you, you get to just sit and wait for the world to change.   Victims… Continue reading