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Baton-Less!
I thought about innocence yesterday and what it is, how is it experienced and do I truly know it. This morning it came to me that I was picking up pieces of innocence as I walked searching for truth, and… Continue reading
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Children will suffer.
From Alice Miller’s book “The Body Never Lies,” she writes… “My attempts to persuade the Vatican of the importance of early childhood experiences have revealed how impossible it is to arouse feelings of compassion in men and women who right… Continue reading
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Transference
About Transference, by Alice Miller Tuesday October 14, 2008 “At the beginning of our lives we were, as very small children, totally dependent on our parents. And we believed, we HAD TO believe, that we were loved by them. Even… Continue reading
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Be you alone.
Yesterday I was asked if I felt lonely and I felt inside of myself and I didn’t, but I understood lonely and have been there often. Yet what I failed to understand until I started writing today was that lonely… Continue reading
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Against my Mind.
What an odd Christmas I had, it was almost like an out of body experience, certainly out of control, where Christmas joy seemed to mock me outside, yet inside lay a storm of hurt, anger, sorrow, confusion, resentment, more confusion… Continue reading
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I feel Solo
As I look at my self in my life today, I am so much freer than I would have ever dreamed possible. While I live in the same house, married to the same man, and still have four children with… Continue reading
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Gateway Into Self
A blog called, Brave Girls Club, has a wonderful story about wearing signs, or the lack there of at; http://www.bravegirlsclub.com As I pondered which signs I am hiding or what I am not revealing it occurred to me that a… Continue reading
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Associating with My Truth
I have been fighting my body for so long, fighting with the feelings I have inside, tormenting myself as I struggle to not do, what it wants to do. I fought my body to be close to my parents.… Continue reading