I M Perfect lady

disassociation

  • Love Doesn’t Live Here Anymore

    In the children’s book, “The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe” by C. J. Lewis, the youngest child during a game of hide and seek, looks into a wardrobe and discovers a portal to a mysterious world of Narnia. This… Continue reading

  • Rejoin myself as One.

    How did I not know that disassociation was having two separate images that never touched each other? That you can literally section off pieces or roles and visit each, just not have a group session. I am the most surprised… Continue reading

  • A pocket of Unreality.

    What I think I have been doing in an odd way is by only looking at the criminal, I spared my ‘dad’. By focusing so much on the criminal aspects, I negated joining them with my father. I left the… Continue reading

  • Annihilated in a Balloon!

    I could envision my self as a little girl and how she sits holding out her hands in shame again, for in them should be love and all she sees is fear.   Fear and terror are in her hands.… Continue reading

  • Associating with My Truth

    I have been fighting my body for so long, fighting with the feelings I have inside, tormenting myself as I struggle to not do, what it wants to do.   I fought my body to be close to my parents.… Continue reading