estrangement
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On the Fault Line.
My mother turned 80 today, or so I was told. I have lost track of her age, as well of her life. She seems a mirage out on the far horizon, behind me…detached from daily emotions. But, I do know,… Continue reading
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Loving For Me.
"I wonder, Why you stopping talking at Mom for long time?You need be forgive in your past and let go angry for some reason? You never to know if Mom is gone and you might feel guilty for real. I… Continue reading
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Meant to be…
At Christmas time we send out greetings of Peace, Love and Joy, and yet we fail to send them out to the folks we are estranged from. The meaning of estranged is, No longer close or affectionate to someone; alienated and… Continue reading
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I run, because you can’t……for my sister friend.
“There are only two mistakes one can make along the road to truth; not going all the way and not starting.” Buddha I felt the loneliness today of my Aunt who ran away. A woman I never met, yet I… Continue reading
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I am now a stranger…
Being a living ghost as I bump into my old life still catches me off guard. I am restrained by inner feelings and emotions; the easy flow of contact is no longer possible. Even a Hi is loaded down with… Continue reading
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Save yourself.
While thinking back upon my journey out of sexual abuse/incest, I wondered what was the one thing that made a difference, what one major item was my cure? Cancer has drug treatments and therapies and it seems the body has… Continue reading
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A New Language of Me.
My laptop lost its way to the Internet, no connection can be found, a wonderful tool that sits in solitary confinement. I can type upon it, but it lost the means to communicate. It felt so odd to have it… Continue reading
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Bridge of Understanding.
“Do you think his death will bring the other’s closer” was a comment I heard to today. I know that this sentiment is common and that many believe that time will erase all wounds and death is a reminder… Continue reading
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