expectations
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Bring to Christmas
Just being me on Christmas is a huge peaceful relief…no stress is lurking, (now that the mail volume will begin to decrease) and I didn't string up any expectations or false ideals of anyone. In the past, I would plunge… Continue reading
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Christmas Is Always Within Me
I have been sitting and looking or feeling Christmas this year and in a much different place. In the past Christmas came in and swept me up and carried me off…filling me with huge expectations of me and wildly false… Continue reading
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I need nothing from Christmas.
What I haven't realized until it was gone, are the feelings of heaviness and weight of the added stress of holidays…What I had thought was extra work, was actually being slammed by feelings. Feelings come alive and merge and meld… Continue reading
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My expectation.
There are two ways to live, one with your expectations packed and ready for each day and each encounter… leaving very little room for surprises or impromptu circumstances, a very rigid needy control expecting life to follow your lead. You… Continue reading
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Pedals of his Life.
What a great visual for co-dependency to see a person peddling a bike pulling a trailer with someone sharing the seat, but dragging their feet, a third person giving orders as where and when to stop. The life of a… Continue reading
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Christmas Joys
My Christmas’s of old had a huge agenda to fulfill, they had to bring magic and make belief, and they had to make me feel better. It was like waiting for the elixir or medicine bringing love, peace and joy.… Continue reading
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