I M Perfect lady

past

  • Taking the same steps.

    I backed away from people who hurt me, I retreated from untruths, receded from supporting religions, I moved from co-dependency, I pulled myself back from all the places that seemed to support dysfunction and it seems I landed in a… Continue reading

  • Trajectory of my life.

    Going to sleep last night with tears drying on my cheeks, after feeling the feelings of being a child with no one at your back, to feel the absence of protection of safety, and feeling the feeling of free falling… Continue reading

  • Let me be Free!

    While many may not feel or experiences brushes from souls passed, I feel the presence of my father’s sister, the one who taught me how to quilt, who set me on a path of playing with fabric that suited my… Continue reading

  • Our Door in the Future…

    I believe the future is only the past again, entered through another gate. ~ Arthur Wing Pinero I read this quote a few times and now I believe I understand it, that our karma or our lessons continue until we… Continue reading

  • Activating Inner Compassion.

    “The Presence Process” by Michael Brown Activating Inner Compassion The Intent to re-establish a loving relationship with our child self activates the procedure of learning how to become our own parent. Connecting with our child self calls us to step… Continue reading

  • My own load I can manage.

    What I experienced was the karmic wheel that was much larger than what I seen of my boss’s one day. This was an energy that had been repressed and bundled in fear. Each moment in my life where I felt… Continue reading

  • Attend to me.

    In the past few days I have been tangled and untangled, in the present and in the past, with my mother and with my boss, young and then old, a child then an adult, feelings from the past trickling into… Continue reading

  • Dismissing the Messenger.

    In Michael Brown’s book The Presence Process, he speaks of dismissing the messenger. “The first step is to acknowledge that the person or event setting us up has nothing to do with what is actually happening; they are just “the… Continue reading

  • A Cracked Lady that is Imperfectly Me.

    I am trying to lay on paper the picture I present to the world; how I am learning about a life I lived unknowingly to me, mourning that life, while living this life today. The combination is insane at times.… Continue reading

  • I Play Where I am Happy!

    “It’s easier to love a happy me,” is a comment I made and it seems profound in a very simplistic way.   How can you love yourself if you are unhappy?   What I found by writing is that unhappiness… Continue reading