I M Perfect lady

Sitting here 9 years into the future of the day that changed my life forever, I am grateful for seeing eyes.
What I know now, what I didn’t know then is that not all have minds that change.
Many have minds that hold onto a belief even when reality is in complete opposition.
A strong mind is seen as a huge asset, when it is actually the key to keeping you in false beliefs and denial.
To live a life free of a mind that creates its own reality is breathtaking…both in the tragedy it fully embraces and the love, peace and joy.
Being able to fully embrace all of life in its perfection, isn’t to just try and find good in all things, but to see all. The good, the bad and the ugly.
How tragic it is to live behind a mind that continually changes what is in reality. Theind that doesn’t see reality, is a mind that grew out of abuse.
When you are capable of seeing all you are able to question the mind and your life and the choices are plenty.
If you haven’t changed in the face of tragedy I feel you missed the portal out of the mind.
At first I felt offended when family thought I had lost my mind. But soon I realized it was a good thing. I was no longer a prisoner of my mind. I was free to challenge it and my life and a million beliefs that had taken my life from me.
My mind was flipped in the aftermath of abuse. When no on saw what I had seen in reality, when perhaps my telling fell on deaf ears. My mind helped me survive by deleting and changing reality.
That flipped mind matched my mother’s.
Now we no longer see out of the same mind. Mine now walks after reality and no longer flips things around for my comfort.
And my changes are hard to be around if you are still in the clutches of a mind that is protecting you from the truth.
The greatest threat to an abused mind is the truth and it’s job is to take the good and make it bad and the bad and make it good.
That is the only way they can accept and be with a pedophile and his accomplice and stay far far away from me.
Their mind tells them so.