I M Perfect lady

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  • Supporting only what exists.

    Yesterday I was left with the line, “believing in something that doesn’t exist,” and it showed me the other person in the lie. We tend to blame the liars, but fail to point out the person who is holding it… Continue reading

  • I snapped

    I am thinking that the term, “she just snapped” or “she way flipped out” is used when we have a mental breakdown or a loss of control, and is seen as a negative explosion in your world. But what is… Continue reading

  • Pedals of his Life.

    What a great visual for co-dependency to see a person peddling a bike pulling a trailer with someone sharing the seat, but dragging their feet, a third person giving orders as where and when to stop. The life of a… Continue reading

  • Towing others around.

    Last night I dreamt I was peddling a bike that was pulling a big trailer. On the trailer was my husband a lot of junk. Behind me sharing a seat was an unidentified stranger whose feet kept getting in the… Continue reading

  • Growing Up.

    I heard my own words coming back to me, I listened to what I sounded like, it was a live tape recorder, my son. “You are not listening to me.” “Why are you being so difficult?” “Why do you have… Continue reading

  • The Neglected Child

    “Do not leave child unattended” is a sign that should be on the inside of my eyelids. I was surprised to find that I too was unattended. I was one of the ones she left when she went on a… Continue reading

  • My own load I can manage.

    What I experienced was the karmic wheel that was much larger than what I seen of my boss’s one day. This was an energy that had been repressed and bundled in fear. Each moment in my life where I felt… Continue reading

  • Attend to me.

    In the past few days I have been tangled and untangled, in the present and in the past, with my mother and with my boss, young and then old, a child then an adult, feelings from the past trickling into… Continue reading

  • Dismissing the Messenger.

    In Michael Brown’s book The Presence Process, he speaks of dismissing the messenger. “The first step is to acknowledge that the person or event setting us up has nothing to do with what is actually happening; they are just “the… Continue reading

  • Innocent day in the Future.

    I watched a bad day unfold and witnessed the innocent bystander caught up in its throes, and was shocked to see it in slow motion, seeing the day as innocent and the person actually doing the bad day to her… Continue reading