bjukuri
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Joined them back together.
The way I described this past Christmas was an ugly beautiful one, where inside I was so dark and the outside so light, how mental psyche steers my world, not the decorations on the outside. I was clearly shown that… Continue reading
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Where I stopped caring for me.
As I read back a few days in my blog, I saw where the trimmings had a hold of me and almost ruined Christmas, and then the actions and expectations did the job the trimmings had started. It is like… Continue reading
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Against my Mind.
What an odd Christmas I had, it was almost like an out of body experience, certainly out of control, where Christmas joy seemed to mock me outside, yet inside lay a storm of hurt, anger, sorrow, confusion, resentment, more confusion… Continue reading
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Keep My Merry Inside.
My expectations got the best of me, my innocent belief and assumptions had me sitting in a pile of resentment, a pile I had made myself. My greatest failings are to ask questions to see how their plans will affect… Continue reading
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The Limits of My Self.
What I am learning as I go along, is that there are people I will agree with, people I will be drawn to, and others that will stir up my strong held beliefs, it seems that the ones that frustrate… Continue reading
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Your love inside.
It came to me while doing yoga, that the only way you can feel sad, hurt, upset is when you lose your power of your love, peace and joy. So, you are either living in your love, your peace or… Continue reading
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I feel Solo
As I look at my self in my life today, I am so much freer than I would have ever dreamed possible. While I live in the same house, married to the same man, and still have four children with… Continue reading
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Christmas Joys
My Christmas’s of old had a huge agenda to fulfill, they had to bring magic and make belief, and they had to make me feel better. It was like waiting for the elixir or medicine bringing love, peace and joy.… Continue reading
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Brand New
As I sit here today 52 years on the planet, I see one huge pivotal moment, a second birth, mixed in with little life changing decisions. It is like a before and after life. While only one lifetime for me… Continue reading
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