Examples of an Imperfect woman
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Who has Control?
My expectations of the New Year aren’t about the New Year but rather about me. The New Year is neutral, a pile of days linked together, and many hours in which we live our lives. What we do within those… Continue reading
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Resolve who I am.
It is New Year’s Eve, the day we all sit down and look at the balance sheets of life, pour over our faults and choose one or two that we feel must go, and then declare to everyone we will… Continue reading
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Tamper with Reality.
I was asked after my last blog, if others will think I am crazy, and perhaps they will. However, unless you have lived a life deeply in denial where your head view of life is not what is actually going… Continue reading
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A Life Review of Feelings
While in yoga yesterday, I wondered if the body could express itself without a head, is there a way to vent your feelings below the neck? It seems to me that the head holds all the valves of release. Our… Continue reading
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Joined them back together.
The way I described this past Christmas was an ugly beautiful one, where inside I was so dark and the outside so light, how mental psyche steers my world, not the decorations on the outside. I was clearly shown that… Continue reading
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Where I stopped caring for me.
As I read back a few days in my blog, I saw where the trimmings had a hold of me and almost ruined Christmas, and then the actions and expectations did the job the trimmings had started. It is like… Continue reading
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Against my Mind.
What an odd Christmas I had, it was almost like an out of body experience, certainly out of control, where Christmas joy seemed to mock me outside, yet inside lay a storm of hurt, anger, sorrow, confusion, resentment, more confusion… Continue reading
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Keep My Merry Inside.
My expectations got the best of me, my innocent belief and assumptions had me sitting in a pile of resentment, a pile I had made myself. My greatest failings are to ask questions to see how their plans will affect… Continue reading