Examples of an Imperfect woman

  • Who we truly are.

    Here is an excerpt from the book, "What we talk about when we talk about God." by Rob Bell "I was twenty-five years old, just starting out as a pastor, and one evening after I'd given a sermon, a man named… Continue reading

  • Away from them.

    In a discussion about the FALC church, and similar others, was…whether it is a cult, cult-like or how it would be defined. I found it remarkable how some will not see the forrest for the trees or maybe how they… Continue reading

  • You don’t know who you are.

    "'No' can be a beautiful word, every bit as beautiful as 'yes', "writers John Robbins and Ann Mortifee declare. "Whenever we deny our need to say 'no', our self-respect diminishes," they tell us in In Search of Balance Discoverying Harmony… Continue reading

  • Try and Make Nice.

    "The Artist committing himself to his calling has volunteered for hell, whether he knows it or not. He will be dining for the duration on a diet of isolation, rejection, self-doubt, despair, ridicule, contempt, and humiliation."  Steven Pressfield This is… Continue reading

  • Where it is wanted.

    Today I was once again, or I was STILL reviewing the two events on Saturday; one a beautiful wedding and the other the collision of estrangement..my family of origin and I…many I hadn't seen face to face in almost 9… Continue reading

  • Define as Love.

    My behaviors seem odd, strange and a bit dramatic, IF you can't see the reasons for why I act this way.   I can understand the confusion, for I went along with the show for 46 years and then, all… Continue reading

  • Remains the Same

    For the past few days I have sat in Reflection…allowing myself to process and feel the events…the encounters or the lack thereof…to see what is what or what is not. What I failed to consider, oddly, is how others see… Continue reading

  • We are at Peace when we are apart.

    My feelings and body's radar was spot on.  I have had words sent to me that tell me so.  I was also surprised that my mother told two different versions of an encounter with me…both painted her in glowing colors… Continue reading

  • But She had Wings….

    An hour before the wedding, I rounded the corner and headed up this road, and recalled the afternoon we spent decorating….and all our efforts shown like touchable love…its presence overwhelmed me…along with a belly full of dread…I almost erupted into… Continue reading

  • For those you Love!

    In the woods on rehearsal night…it just couldn't have been nicer, warmer or prettier… Everyone was relaxed and I felt, "why wait, lets just do the wedding now….while it is perfect!" Everyone being their relaxed selves, coming along the pond,… Continue reading