abuse
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Save your soul.
The biggest hurdle in stopping abuse is stopping being a part of the family it is within. How easy to report abuse in another family but where it actually counts is when you see it and respond in kind within… Continue reading
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I am allowed to feel…
I lose control of me, when I feel I have lost control of others, and it puts me in a very immature action, where my voice gets higher and higher the more I feel I am losing. What I… Continue reading
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Cultivate the Art of Play
In reading chapter 5 in The Artist’s Way, Recovering A Sense of Possibility, she speaks of being self-destructive, and yet she isn’t talking about what we usually think of self-destructive behavior. We usually think of drugs, alcohol, abusive type… Continue reading
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The soul that lies beneath.
Julia Cameron writes in The Artist’s Way… ”Conditioned as we are to accept other people’s definition of us, this emerging individuality can seem to us like a self-will run riot. It is not. The snowflake pattern of your soul… Continue reading
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When I am 80.
My writing assignment was to write a letter from my eight-year-old self to my adult self, and I sat there blank. I could not figure out what the little girl needed to tell me. So, I went and did… Continue reading
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A wooden Lady
It came to me while writing today, that I used to be a rock. A solid unmoving sturdy chunk of ‘being okay’ no matter what Rock; that you couldn’t shake my good nature. I withstood false promises and never… Continue reading
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Wanting me to disappear.
I found it interesting that my mother’s voice still echoes in my head, that it rings out loud and clear each and every time I veer off her well-beaten path, my fear of disappointing her screams louder than the thrill… Continue reading
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Mine.
As I was reading Chapter Two of The Artist’s Way book by Julia Cameron, I found similarities between finding your artist self and leaving toxic relationships. She is leading you forward suggesting ideas and things that will focus on… Continue reading
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Shield of Pretending.
If you look at the way positive or negative feedbacks travel, they are exactly the same, leaving a person and landing within you, the only difference is the content or is the only difference from where it comes? Or is… Continue reading
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Island of Love, Peace and Joy.
Today while writing my Morning Pages, I wrote that I am feeling more like a self I recognize. A self who feels normal being estranged from her family, that I no longer feel so odd to myself, this new me… Continue reading
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