control
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Your Own Life.
The heeling of a dog on a leash is the perfect analogy of how I was raised and then how I raised my own children. Certainly there is no real leash, but the feelings of being led around are… Continue reading
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Programmed self.
Sometimes I sit here aghast at the programming that runs within me and wondering how much of it is left running, when will I uproot the last thread. It is hard to believe that each and every thing we… Continue reading
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Out of Control Controlled Person
While discussing the attributes of suicide, two different people suggested that the body is out of control…and neither felt it was ‘them’ that did it, but a whole other person, a self that they did not know. I am… Continue reading
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Keep Play Alive!
I discovered a great truth about myself and my feelings, that I want to own what I feel and it feels worse to have someone try and get me out before my time, I want feel as long as I… Continue reading
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Colored windows lose their beauty.
“A man convinced against his will is of the same opinion still,” is a phrase that stops me from entering into a closed mind. What I find so enthralling is that religion isn’t a thing it is a thought. A… Continue reading
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Out of Control.
The different responses to the death of a monster intrigue me and set me to wonder who in my life I needed to die? Whose death would bring me joy or freedom? Is there someone out there holding on to… Continue reading
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Unravel
In the past few months my teeth have been falling apart, broken teeth, fillings falling out and just this past Monday a root canal, all signs that my eating machine was breaking down. At one point I had 6 teeth… Continue reading
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Unbelievers Live Free.
In my old religion, those who left the church or perhaps those who never entered were called Unbelievers. These Unbelievers didn’t believe like we did, and in doing so didn’t move about the planet like us. They were ‘allowed’ to… Continue reading
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Giving up Control
I thought this blog was over when I had the realization that my daughter had my unconditional love, that when I hopped on the back of “Mr. Heart is as big as a House, that I completed my journey, that… Continue reading
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By each Choice we Make.
Did you know that brainwashing is when you no longer have the option of choice? I witnessed my daughter lose her power of choice. She didn’t even know she gave up her choices while she attended only one option. The… Continue reading
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