denial
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Uncomfortable to Face
There is a one two punch in following your feelings. The blow that you were right when you actually wanted to be proved wrong and secondly that your inner compass is spot on. What people fail to appreciate is that… Continue reading
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Transformed by awareness.
This is my third reading of the book, "Power vs Force" by David Hawkins. And this time I am understanding the broader picture of the levels of energy/consciousness we all are traveling in. He rates the levels from 20 to… Continue reading
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Whatever Reality Serves.
My brother's blog (www.messyguru.typepad.com ) shows the switching characters that a mother often displays when faced with truths that directly oppose her life. Her life and dream and ideals. I have somehow had this wrong. I had presumed that my… Continue reading
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Resolve to Stay the Same.
While we all know that my father transformed into a monster many times, over many years with a variety of girls, what we fail to recognize or even consider is the lack of changes in the lives of others who… Continue reading
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Voted off.
I am perplexed about the unnatural reaction to being told of a pedophile in your midst…and the lack of natural responses or reflexes. I just wonder if the same message was given, but I said it was in the local… Continue reading
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I am painted black
Dialoguing with people who see life with a different perspective is both enlightening and disheartening at the same time. (A brother-in-law messaged me on facebook.) It strengthens my stance and clears my vision, and leaves me feeling the distance I have… Continue reading
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Half Dead
There are two ways to look at relationships and what is defined as kind or unconditional will depend on which side you are standing upon. Most of my old relationships had the relationship as the ruler and I as… Continue reading
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The soul that lies beneath.
Julia Cameron writes in The Artist’s Way… ”Conditioned as we are to accept other people’s definition of us, this emerging individuality can seem to us like a self-will run riot. It is not. The snowflake pattern of your soul… Continue reading
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Children will suffer.
From Alice Miller’s book “The Body Never Lies,” she writes… “My attempts to persuade the Vatican of the importance of early childhood experiences have revealed how impossible it is to arouse feelings of compassion in men and women who right… Continue reading
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Living Alive
The word comfortable is a word that will not always speak the truth, it will not say as much about the surrounding reality, but rather your state of being. How do I explain being comfortable in a dysfunctional home, to… Continue reading
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