denial
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Show and Tell
The greatest way to live with honor in this world is to be what we pretend to be. ~Socrates I looked up the meaning of the word Integrity and one of its meanings is to be in a state of… Continue reading
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My next move.
As I walked along these past six years, I only ever had two choices, not three, not four but two, and I could only carry forward one. Just one, not two, only one! Two would have grown me into a… Continue reading
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Free to be you.
At the end of Dr. Jill Bolte’s book, “My Stroke of Insight”, she writes what she needed the most to heal, and I too would like to share what was most beneficial to me as I made my way out… Continue reading
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I was Missing?
One theme of fear that has nagged at me in the past six years is; I don’t belong. I don’t match, I don’t fit in, I am different, I am at odds with those around me. I stand out; I… Continue reading
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I snapped
I am thinking that the term, “she just snapped” or “she way flipped out” is used when we have a mental breakdown or a loss of control, and is seen as a negative explosion in your world. But what is… Continue reading
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Tamper with Reality.
I was asked after my last blog, if others will think I am crazy, and perhaps they will. However, unless you have lived a life deeply in denial where your head view of life is not what is actually going… Continue reading
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Words to Cover-up.
Compassion and forgiveness when misused, covers up evil they do not delete it away. They become tools that are used to cover up dirt…like putting a pretty blanket over the top will change what lay beneath. What happens instead is… Continue reading
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A Cracked Lady that is Imperfectly Me.
I am trying to lay on paper the picture I present to the world; how I am learning about a life I lived unknowingly to me, mourning that life, while living this life today. The combination is insane at times.… Continue reading
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A pocket of Unreality.
What I think I have been doing in an odd way is by only looking at the criminal, I spared my ‘dad’. By focusing so much on the criminal aspects, I negated joining them with my father. I left the… Continue reading
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Reality shows a hole.
As I walked down the driveway to get our mail, my foot slipped on the ice and I did an impromptu triangle pose, stretching further than my muscles actually stretch, it was as if the ground shifted beneath my feet… Continue reading
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