Dysfunctional

  • In My Mother’s Eyes

    Being in this moment of time and healing my childhood wounds requires me to make changes now what I was incapable of doing back then. It is like living in two places at once, or being a grown woman and… Continue reading

  • Peace In the Present Moment

    A book by Byron Katie and Eckhart Tolle “The most important, the primordial relationship in your life is your relationship with the Now, or rather with whatever form the Now takes, that is to say what is or what happens.… Continue reading

  • The Voices are Silent

    I finished the Quiet Room by Lori Schiller and Amanda Bennett. What an inspiring story of girl with a broken mind; a schizophrenia mind. She had voices in her head that were finally silenced with the proper medication, treatment and… Continue reading

  • Cheering for the Butterfly!

    We would rather be ruined than changed;We would rather die in our dreadThan climb the cross of the momentAnd let our illusions die. ~W.H. Auden   As I sit in the graveyard of my illusions, I am left with merging… Continue reading

  • Annihilate My Truth

    My brother wrote about the word annihilation and I had never looked at what it meant, yet I too have used the word, but now I want to see how it is applied.   Words to me are much more… Continue reading

  • Held On So Tightly…

    I awoke at 4:00 am, with my right hand tightly clenched, my arm sore.   A dream flooded my awareness.   I was at a beach, and saw a young girl pour gasoline into the front seat of my car,… Continue reading

  • Bubble Of Pretend

    I was told yesterday that hypochondria was a disease, that somebody with an imaginary illness, is ill.   I had never considered that just believing in something nonexistent made you sick.   It is a belief in something that isn’t… Continue reading

  • What I Mirrored.

    Continuing on from “Codependent No More” by Melody Beatte, she writes.   “Gradually, I began to climb out of my black abyss.  Along the way, I developed a passionate interest in the subject of codependency.  As a counselor (although I… Continue reading

  • My Rights Move Me.

    From the book, “Healing the Child Within, by Charles Whitfield. Personal Bill of Rights is compilation of rights that several groups have created.   BILL OF RIGHTS   1.     I have numerous choices in my life beyond mere survival.… Continue reading

  • She is watching you always!

    As I have been pondering, tossing and turning around in my head, how it is possible that the 4th generation is just beginning a relationship with the same pedophile, it occurred to me it was love and compassion that has… Continue reading