Dysfunctional

  • Alive but unaware!

    What an incredible ride, what an awe-inspiring journey, I feel an immense amount of gratitude to be given the opportunity to live beyond the bubble, to find a life outside of denial.   Unless and until you have been totally… Continue reading

  • The Cost of my Peace!

    I finally figured out what I can’t accept in having to accept.   I can’t accept that someone can’t change.   And I guess that is not the meaning of acceptance.  I want acceptance with a clause.   I want… Continue reading

  • Chain of Co-dependency

    “The moment a child is born, the mother is also born.  She never existed before.  The woman existed, but the mother, never.  A mother is something absolutely new. “           ~Rajneesh   It is incredible that a mother… Continue reading

  • Leading Me In Truth.

    “Never apologize for showing feeling.  When you do so, you apologize for the truth.”  ~Benjamin Disraeli   My feelings and I are great friends; I truly understand them, now.  Each come with their own identity and behind each lies a… Continue reading

  • It Best Not Be Me!

    I am irresponsible with my Light, with my self, with my body, with all the giggles, delight and pleasures, inspiration, free spirit feelings, art, my peace, my joy and my love, I leave them to suffer with others!   I… Continue reading

  • Control of our Selves.

    FEAR; -feeling of anxiety: an unpleasant feeling of anxiety or apprehension caused by the presence or anticipation of danger.- frightening thought: an idea, thought, or other entity that causes feelings of fear- reverence: respect or awe for somebody or something.… Continue reading

  • I Held Up Me.

      My brother’s blog, www.messyguru.typepad.com spoke of his disappointment of my father, well our father.   How will a child ever be happy or content with a pedophile for a father, having a serial abuser for a parent, and feeling… Continue reading

  • The Web Called Life!

    I now know what it is like to come home from a long day of work, to be relieved of the stress of wondering if your car will make it through the day, (my breaks are barely working) ready to… Continue reading