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  • Who Believed the Worst About Herself.

    In the aftermath of reading David Hawkins, I am left with an even greater understanding or perhaps an explanation of my journey, how I arrived, what happened that covered my eyes and spirit; my innocence. I almost felt that I… Continue reading

  • Outside of the Mind.

    I went on a tour of The House on The Rocks in Wisconsin.   At a distance it looks like a needle jutting outwards towards a rock formation, and the view from the garden seem architecturally intriguing, the surrounding landscape… Continue reading

  • The territory of God, Reality.

    From David Hawkins’s book “Truth vs Falsehood” “The limitations of religion have been analyzed by historians from secular viewpoint and by theologians in their criticisms as well as by great philosophers over the centuries. The intrinsic problems arise from the… Continue reading

  • I see me

    “Tolerance is another word for indifference.” William Somerset Maugham I am not sure you can have tolerance unless you are indifferent. Indifferent – without care or interest: showing no care or concern for or interest in somebody or something. I… Continue reading

  • Be you alone.

    Yesterday I was asked if I felt lonely and I felt inside of myself and I didn’t, but I understood lonely and have been there often. Yet what I failed to understand until I started writing today was that lonely… Continue reading

  • We Play!

    “When my daughter was about seven years old, she asked me one day what I did at work. I told her I worked at the college – that my job was to teach people how to draw. She stared at… Continue reading

  • I feel Solo

    As I look at my self in my life today, I am so much freer than I would have ever dreamed possible. While I live in the same house, married to the same man, and still have four children with… Continue reading

  • Darkness is the Only Love She Knows

    (reposting this for my brother) “The more of our self we own, the less need for enemies to embody our disowned darkness. Everything is welcomed by the soul.” Pat B. Allen. People are carrying the dark parts of us? Who… Continue reading

  • Shine Once Again.

    “Children’s talent to endure stems from their ignorance of alternatives.” ~Maya Angelou I don’t know what to blog about the show with Oprah and 200 Adult Children of Sexual abuse, men whose boyhood was stolen and now their manhood too… Continue reading

  • Living without Me.

    Sitting on the ‘passenger’ side of the car but driving gives you a whole new driving experience and a great metaphor for seeing life from another angle.   What was natural and instinctual is now taking thought; old driving habits… Continue reading