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Gaining a friend
When I began writing, it was all about finding the truth. I was so lost in knowing what was the truth and what was not…I wrote to find my way. The reasons for this is that speaking the truth is… Continue reading
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Baton-Less!
I thought about innocence yesterday and what it is, how is it experienced and do I truly know it. This morning it came to me that I was picking up pieces of innocence as I walked searching for truth, and… Continue reading
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When I am 80.
My writing assignment was to write a letter from my eight-year-old self to my adult self, and I sat there blank. I could not figure out what the little girl needed to tell me. So, I went and did… Continue reading
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Be you alone.
Yesterday I was asked if I felt lonely and I felt inside of myself and I didn’t, but I understood lonely and have been there often. Yet what I failed to understand until I started writing today was that lonely… Continue reading
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Against my Mind.
What an odd Christmas I had, it was almost like an out of body experience, certainly out of control, where Christmas joy seemed to mock me outside, yet inside lay a storm of hurt, anger, sorrow, confusion, resentment, more confusion… Continue reading
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I feel Solo
As I look at my self in my life today, I am so much freer than I would have ever dreamed possible. While I live in the same house, married to the same man, and still have four children with… Continue reading
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Hand and Hand…
There seems to be two energies of silence, awareness and unawareness, peace and hostility, love and fear, solitude and loneliness… There is silence to shun and hurt to push out and away that isn’t inclusive but divided. Silence that is… Continue reading
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Gateway Into Self
A blog called, Brave Girls Club, has a wonderful story about wearing signs, or the lack there of at; http://www.bravegirlsclub.com As I pondered which signs I am hiding or what I am not revealing it occurred to me that a… Continue reading