More power than the Source

Today as I rode around, the thoughts kept coming back to me, that what we mostly argue about is not the truth, BUT how we each see it.

We all are circling around the outer layers of life and dancing on the edges, not wanting to hurt, disrupt or destroy the lives of folks we know…so we don’t look upon the truth.

All our discussions as far as I can remember are not really even based upon what is fact or what is fiction, but rather what do we do with it?

Reality lounges around while the majority of people are more worried about HOW the truth will affect another, but pay no never mind about the truth itself. 

There never was a dispute in my family that my father abused, but the main contention is how we all dealt with it or how we were bound and determined, it would not ruin their lives….

The abuse got lost in the wake of the potential disruption of their lives.  The topic wasn’t about the abuse, but rather how they could get back to their normal lives.

It is like keeping the conversation and party going after a bomb went off inside of your home/family.

Or in the FALC, ‘believing the bomb never went off’ while sitting in the rubble after the explosion.  Trying not to feel and see all the blown out holes…for if you do, you will not make it to Heaven one day.

To me Hell is living in a blown out family believing in thoughts it is all forgiven and forgotten and it is normal.

The thoughts are the focus here, and the faith in believing them are much more important than what literally happens when abuse goes off like a bomb in your home.

My years of writing have been trying to get them to see…oh they see, but they have more faith in their thoughts surrounding the truth than the truth.

It is like believing in the smoke while not seeing the fire.

Or maybe believing that the smoke can change the fire…it has more power than the Source.

 "You can't search for truth within a system of beliefs"  (Unknown, but shared with me by Sarah)