I M Perfect lady

Another full year awaits us, wide open and a clean slate.

What will your intention be for you this year?

Will you make promises you can't keep?

We approach a year as if the year has more power than the voice inside of us.

Who is making the promises and to whom?

Last year my word for the year was Dare. 

In situations where I was torn, the word would push me into a decisions. Often a decision that I would not have made, if it were not for the promise to myself to dare more this year.

So, as I sit here today, I am pondering my new word.

I want it to be playful and silly, nonsensical.

NONSENSICAL is my word!

I LOVE this.  

For way too many years I have been so serious, so methodical and reasonable, so responsible to be nonsensical. 

I was afraid to be too silly and playful.

What I believe, but can't prove, is that I was caught and abused while playing, so I became very serious and aware. Didn't dare let my guard down to throw caution to the winds and just be a kid and play.

I have said my sense of being responsible has been a heavy burden and weight upon me.

I felt too responsible; even for things that were not mine to carry.

The happiness of others, to carry more than my share, to put my needs aside for everyone….oh the list is long.  A sensible list of being the oldest girl of 14.

Now, I will try and release the nonsensical energies within me.

Letting go of being so serious will allow my soul to run free – childlike.

My actions don't need to make sense.

Impractical and ridiculous will be fun things to do!

Imagine the ludicrous, and the preposterous – that will be Me.

2018 will be the year I let go of being so responsible and sensible.

I looked up the antonyms to nonsensical and there I was – realistic and reasonable!

And, for some reason, this photo will not post upside right.  I guess this is my start to being nonsensical!

I am excited for a year of full of finding moments to be nonsensical – to let my inner crazy silly girl run free!

Good-bye Daring, what a wonderful adventurous year you gave me.

Out with the old and in with the new!

My soul is excited contemplating the year ahead!

I LOVE letting go of being responsible and reasonable! 

Yes!!! Nonsensical we will have so much fun this year!!

I wonder in which ways nonsensical will grow me?

How will releasing nonsensical, change my world?

It feels light and free.

I want this for me; very much!

I love having words that will change how I answer when choices appear.

My nonsensical muscle will get a workout this year!