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  • Opposite of Anxiety

    I often hear others speak about anxiety.   I am never sure how to respond back. What is it, and how does it seems so powerful as a voice, when there are choices to be made? I looked up the… Continue reading

  • Second Half!

    We have two days left for the first half of the year, it is amazing how quickly time goes by! I went back and read my New Year's blog, and mostly what I had said was that I didn't expect… Continue reading

  • The Potential That We Had

    Broken relationships will not mend with silence. Nor, will they be repaired with time. I believe, that there has to be a movement of some kind; someone has to walk backwards and wipe away the line that was drawn in… Continue reading

  • Where I once belonged.

    "Anything worthwhile has got to cost us something. And, if it doesn't we are left to question its value." Martin Sheen   It does seem impossible that in order to gain awareness and reality, I had to lose so much. … Continue reading

  • One by One

    Below is a link to a podcast about a Laestadian woman's experience leaving her childhood religion and how abuse was weaved in.  Here is the link to the site. https://www.culturechatpodcast.com/helenalucia/ It is always helpful to hear another person echo your experience.… Continue reading

  • I got this.

    My biking adventure began at 6:40AM on Friday – I headed out optimistic.  About halfway to Houghton, I called my husband to come and meet me.  My load was too heavy, something had to go.   I then continued on,… Continue reading

  • Exposed

    Every now and again a member of the FALC pops up and wants me to stop writing about my experiences of being abused AND the church on the same blog.   This one suggests the following – "It would be… Continue reading

  • Definition of Me

    Estrangement  "The fact of no longer being on friendly terms or part of a social group." Clinging to my husband 13 years ago, I cried for my father, How He would die a very lonely death.  Believing, that his abusive… Continue reading

  • From Her Journey

    Death brings family together; naturally.   Unless you are on the outside.  All things stay the same; except completely different in their lives. I ponder her life, her soul and what she teaches. What is her legacy upon the land?… Continue reading

  • Shawl of Love

    Happy Mother's Day has many different angles.  I am a mother, I am estranged from a mother, and my daughter is a mother.  Generations of women ahead and behind me. The past and the future connected by me. Mother's Day… Continue reading