In the meaning of psychic blindness, “failed to appreciate” is the key point; failing to notice, but more importantly failing to feel, the failure to properly see and feel what is really there.
Those incidents are the time travelers waiting to be noticed and appreciated for their true value.
Riding along hidden from view, suppressed.
I don’t really know about being hypnotized, and being brought backwards subconsciously, but somehow my last few days feel like one long session with the hypnotist.
Yet there is no on else with me, it is my body doing yoga and the affects are being felt inside and brought to surface to be ‘appreciated’.
I am not sure what it means to detoxify a body, what is toxic and how you go about getting it out, but I am feeling that I am doing just that.
And they don’t just go out without me feeling them and appreciating their meanings, their value and significance to me back at that time, a regression of sorts it seems to me.
As a friend is doing this yoga to release chemo drugs, I am getting released from the toxic emotions of abuse. It almost seems that if they didn’t get released the natural progression is a body in dis ease.
Yoga being used as the instrument in detoxifying this body is simply amazing. There are no additives, no drugs, it is just me, the mat and Bikram’s voice bending and twisting this body to rid itself of the toxics that have kept me from being 100% natural.
The psychic body, physical body and the abused mind are all being corrected, one posture at a time. The deeper you go into the postures, the more you do the yoga, the more natural you will become.
It is my goal to be 100% natural.
(day 73)
