FALC

  • Pain Killers

    After 7 years of trying to understand all the aspects of abuse, both in my life and in general, it comes down to either being in reality or not.  Sounds simple and seems impossible to NOT be in reality…. but… Continue reading

  • We abuse our self.

    I am working on putting a Picture Book together with my Story Line quilts…and writing a brief synopsis about each quilt as it represents a portion of my journey. I have a visual graph of my inner transformation as I… Continue reading

  • Who Blame Others.

    Learning with Dial Help has given me a wider view of the same problems.  And I can see it doesn't matter who you are or what is your crisis, we all need the same things. We all need to see… Continue reading

  • The Right Seeds.

    The feelings I have inside, and how I feel about myself, and how much I know myself, and where I come from, are huge factors in how I mother.  When I had no connection to myself and the truth of… Continue reading

  • Hear Their Cries.

    It is that time a year when on my route, I get to see babies in nature.  The ones I particularly love, are the fawns.  They are so wobbly and tiny, and yet expected to cross the roads quickly behind… Continue reading

  • Anyone Can

    Last night was my first night "Shadowing" on the Crisis Line at Dial Help.  We didn't have one phone call, but we did discuss abuse and the intricacies in how we can make a difference in stopping abuse, and the… Continue reading

  • Covering Up my Truth.

    I listened to Jane Fonda speaking about her life, and I wasn't able to write it down word for word, but what she had to say struck me. How our survival self stands in the way of us growing up… Continue reading

  • Matches Reality

    What has been so extremely enthralling and terrifying is how my mind can see reality totally opposite of how it actually is.  How I could live blind of not only what I was doing, but that of others as well.… Continue reading

  • Neglecting None

    In last nights role play at Dial Help, we learned about depression, or experienced what it feels like to answer the calls…or even more important, how it feels to sit in the emotion with them or 'try and fix things'.… Continue reading

  • Deviating from What is Standard.

    Our training last night was so revealing to me on so many levels.   We do role playing on the phones.  Meaning, a person is the caller and we are the liners (on the crisis line) and we then get… Continue reading