As I sat with David Hawkins words ("Fear of the future no longer exists when the past has been healed.) for the past few days, I can see how childlike it appears in its truth and yet so very hard… Continue reading

I Understand Why People Believe Sexual Predators Rather than Victims—I Did | Alternet. Continue reading

As I sit at the end of another year, 55 years living, I am very grateful for where I sit…mentally, emotionally, and especially spiritually.  I feel that I have grown into the space of appreciating my journey and loving me.… Continue reading

My journey is now ten years out.  Ten years of awareness from denial.  Ten years is a long time.   Ten years of seeing me. Ten years of standing by my truth. Ten years of walking the path less traveled.… Continue reading

I wonder if it is possible, we eat for feelings.  To feel good etc. It is like we are controlling our feelings by doing something.  Instead of letting our feelings organically come forth; is it possible the control we seek,… Continue reading

The reason we have been married for 27 years, is the fact that my husband is a kind man.  His kindness and caring for his kids goes beyond the outer edge of great. While some women would be upset that… Continue reading

What is an open heart on Christmas?  What signifies purity and compassion?  When do we fail knowing the Spirit of Christmas?  Is there an expectation or requirement of Christmas that we can goof up and miss the execution of Christmas?… Continue reading

Sitting here 9 years into the future of the day that changed my life forever, I am grateful for seeing eyes. What I know now, what I didn’t know then is that not all have minds that change. Many have… Continue reading

Today is December 4th, the anniversary of discovering abuse in my life…the 9th anniversary to be exact. Wow. Back then it was hard to imagine living with the reality of knowing your father was a pedophile and all that entailed,… Continue reading

Our internet is down, it feels like I lost my voice and connection with the outside…or to be reduced to a whisper; my iPhone. In a way it has been nice to be secluded, but it also shows the isolation… Continue reading