I M Perfect lady


Only Way Through It.

I am back doing yoga on a fairly regular basis…and in the last few weeks, my left hip seemed to straighten out, allowing me to walk straighter.  However, with this adjustment, it seems that my left lower back now is feeling the pressure.  It reminds me how connected we are.

The lower left back seems to be out of alignment and in many postures it is very uncomfortable.  Yet, if I relax with my breath in them, it seems to release the tight muscles.  It almost feels like these muscles have been clenched and balled tight, and now I am asking them to release and strengthen.

Instinctively, I want to either back out of the pose or grip even tighter, when what really works is to relax, breath and go deeper.

I am sure this is how we are in all of life's tight spots. It seems un-natural to be with, and to find comfort in pain…to push in further, to breathe and to engage with the pain.  

In yoga, my tender back and jolting nerves are a bit skittish going into poses, but if I take my time, go steady and slow, and enter into the painful spots, I loosen them up and my flexibility expands and my muscles grow stronger.

If I were to follow my fear, I would turn away from my pain.  Doing so would leave me with a body that isn't in alignment and would even deteriorate further.  

Going into the pain is the only way through it…


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  1. Ann Sandberg Avatar
    Ann Sandberg

    Beth,
    This reminds me of the first time I was able to fall back (back onto heels) don’t remember the name of the Bikram pose. I scared myself…..
    I was doing well that night with the yoga, and just took a real deep breath and kind of “fell” back. When I realized how far I had gone, I instantly tightened up and became concerned about how to get out of the pose! Funny now but not funny then. I think I sort of fell over onto my side because I was afraid I’d hurt myself trying to come straight out of the pose. As soon as I began to THINK–it was all over.
    Ann

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  2. I M Perfect Avatar
    I M Perfect

    Ann, it is amazing how much your mind can get in the way. Not only with yoga but with so many things.

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